no explanation Lyrics

There's no explanation

That won't leave me mad

You've done nothing wrong

I just want something that I can't have

Sooner or later

You will come collect me from your door

I'll have waited all night

And I'll say that I'm sorry until all the words bleed together

When you tried to love me

I said you were doing it wrong

But every shrug I gave you

Whispered that I wouldn't care if you gave up

Something evil in me is kicking my stomach, it wants me to hate you

But I'm staining my teeth with your blood, lips on your neck

You're tasting like red wine, I've never been sober

And I think it's time

Can you just tell me if you knew from the start that you'd say goodbye

When people leave me

I look in the mirror and say "you pushed them out"

Until I feel it

Easier when it's my fault

But I just can't let go

Of your heart

I promise I'll hold it gently

I just wanna know

Did you hear my eyes when they told you they loved you?