ridin with my demons Lyrics

I woke up late night and I'm thinking about my reason

Making lots of mad decisions if I'm staying or I'm leaving

Every time I keep getting older

I'm anxious looking over my shoulder

The choices that I made had fucked me over

That shit had me harder than a boulder

Now be the judge or the jury

I got no room left to worry

I'm just a man without a country

Feel like the world don't got shit for me

Only thing I did get is the constant pain

From the rugged people out their selfish gain

When they see my face but don't know my name

But when I offer help they be in my lane

Like what the fuck can I get some peace for myself?

Can't you see that I'm the one needing help?

I got demons that's all I got left

As you can see I really don't got much to give

I was mentally scarred as a kid

The world is just like a game no squid

You was telling me lies and you killing the vibe so there's is no time for this shit

I got plans to get me rich so you can suck my dick

Instead of fighting all my demons I stay riding with my demons

I stay riding with my demons

Man I had to count my blessing because they plotting and they scheming

Man they plotting and they scheming

Everyday I'm struggling. Can't get back on track

Feel like this shit done turned me heartless. I don't want it right back

I'm so easily angered and mentally damaged, it's because I'm black.

And this PC world going mad crazy so I keep me a Mac

That's why I'm so fucking anxious cause people talk about this and that

They'll cancel me when I'm speaking facts

But won't cancel my bank from not being fat

I got a lot of shit to say and I don't care about who's not feeling it

But that tea y'all want I'm not spilling it

I play my cards so know who you dealing with

Been too nice for way too long now I'm creating a wall on it

Get outta my face you all in my way and yo feelings I'm ducking and dodging it

The way I'm living I'm built too different and fuck this world I'll go raw in it

So I'll get me a saw and cutting you off so my phone don't be calling it

I'm still drinking Hennessy when shit get so intense

Tryna make a name tryna make a change it makes no sense

Want to enter my new life when your life is getting hard?

I'm gonna tell you this right here: keep that shit with you and God

Instead of fighting all my demons I stay riding with my demons

I stay riding with my demons

Man I had to count my blessing because they plotting and they scheming

Man they plotting and they scheming