January Lyrics

I was no stranger to grime

I was chugging vodka, I was mean

I lived in dirty houses

I had no interest staying clean

And I don't

Am I still interesting?

And do you ever think of me?

Ego mania

Egomania

She fell off a statue

She was drunk and she was high

She broke her ribs

And laughter hurt

A void but she is bright

I wanna be a doll

I want to be a doll

So perfectly carved out

So perfectly carved out

In January

I forget how to be kind

In January

I hope I'm still alive

In January

I hope I'm not dead

Energy pour out my body

Black filth spill from my head

And all our coping mechanisms

Don't help us anyway

I want to be a doll so I don't have to use my brain

I want to be a doll so I don't have to use my brain

I want to be a doll so I don't have to use my brain

Ugh

Fucking selfish self memoirs

Stupid idiot, cunt, bitch

Wasted, drunk, always making mistakes

Everything that comes out of my mouth is fake

Shut up, stop moving your mouth

Stop moving your mouth

Stop whining

Fucking whore

Ignorant

I'm so tired of talking about it

Stupid bitch

Narcissist

I'm so tired of talking about it

I'm so tired of talking about it

I'm so tired of talking