Color Drain Lyrics

I'm alive

But is the life in me

Pink reality and not wanting to be touched

To be seen, to be held

End it all

Inside her body I'm a stowaway

Her Sharp heart

And darkened states of mind

Give pain

Then take

It away

Then what should I do?

Feeling high

Sometimes she steers you

To being alone

Time and time I try to stand up

For myself

But it never helps

And I

And I sometimes really see her there

Outside of myself

Since I was young

But at the very least

Now I know I can

Feign

Being sane

Why do I romanticize my own problems?

Cause It only helps to hurt when you're in pain

Do I romanticize my own trauma?

Does it help to hurt when you're in pain?

And when you drain

The color out

Of yourself

Does everyone fail you?

Or

Do you just want them to save you?

Oh you have to decide

If anyone tries to

Oh you have to decide

If you'll let them help you

Why do I romanticize my own problems?

Cause It only helps to hurt when you're in pain

Do I romanticize my own trauma?

Does it help to hurt when you're already in pain?

Either way

When you're in pain, you're in pain

You're in pain