Mental Facade (Tempo) Lyrics

Can't keep going with this mental facade way to depressed I'm not happy I'm a fraud

I am flawed yet you applaud, grown to be cold can I even be thawed

I am to broken my hearts been sawed, as I read the message I begin to feel jawed

This isn't going to work out, let's be friends

Now I'm loading up the gun counting bullets I have ten

I'll only need one for this job I have received, take out the target but ill do it quietly

Sneak out at night find a spot and load the gun this isn't fun fuck it pull the trigger get it Done

This pain has just begun let's just leave now before the memory's rerun

You were my salvation now I'm gripping on my gun

Thought I was special but got replaced so quick I'm done

Mental is so fucked up my mind is going crazy

I don't care anymore I guess that makes Me lazy

That's a lie think about it every night

Planning my demise use a gun or use a knife

Feeling so fake is this even real life

Conversations with my mind end up so strife

Suicidal acts running circles in my mind

She said that she loved me how could I be that blind

Tell them all I'm okay but I'm really not fine

Take a couple pills and wash it down with lots of wine

Thoughts are so dark there reducing my shine that's why I

Can't keep going with this mental facade way to depressed I'm not happy I'm a fraud

I am flawed yet you applaud, grown to be cold can I even be thawed

I am to broken my hearts been sawed, as I read the message I begin to feel jawed

This isn't going to work out let's be friends

Now I'm loading up the gun counting bullets I have ten

I'll only need one for this job I have received

Take out the target but ill do it quietly

Sneak out at night find a spot and load the gun, this isn't fun fuck it pull the trigger get it Done

This pain has just begun let's just leave now before the memory's rerun

You were my salvation now I'm gripping on my gun

Thought I was special but got replaced so quick I'm done