My Story Lyrics

So many things that I wish I could have known

But we tried ignorance now it's out of our control

In your skin In the midst of reentering your soul

Yeah I hid at the crib cause anxiety had rose

As a kid they'd forbid me I'd stay inside my home

Feeling less so depressed yeah I didn't wanna move

There I was with the pen I'd be writing out my goals

To get out of this mess let the story now unfold

Sixteen years of age

Under clasped by the drugs

Then God saw me rage

Thunder clapped from above

Said you didn't wanna change he came back with some bugs

Said you better keep it straight face down in the mud

Always bright eyed

Night time

Coming like a high five

Die trying

High life

Fighting for the crying lives

Had to realise we were living in some crime times

I was demonised just for looking like a spiked pipe

I was demonised just for looking like a

Yellow teeth

Messy hair

Strangled by the harshness

Melodies in my ear

Mac my only artist

Remedy to the fear

Feel like I'm departing

End of me now is near

Suicidal starving

I didn't have the guts

I had some kind of calling which had stopped my giving up

I dreamt about applauding about someone seeing us

Them seeing where we started and to see what we've become

Eighteen came around I've got nothing left to see

I traveled round the world and I'm right back from the spree

I'm running from myself no responsibility

My brain and my soul no they never could agree

Is there a cure for my insecurities

If there is I'm in aw need as quickly as can be

If it's quick take a pause otherwise you cannot breathe

But I think something flipped into positivity

I think something flipped into positivity