Dad Lyrics

This that funky psychedelic shit

Abstained from love so much almost like I went celibate

Drugs came in clutch in a time when I was empty now

I'm filling up that void making tracks I hope will help the

Other younger boys who are feeling what I felt when

I didn't have this noise to drown out all the heavy

Thoughts that I harbour

Used to blame so much pain up onto my father

Used to say he was to hate for the way I was brought up

Blame him for how I'd behave just so I could help wash the

Guilt anxiety that I kept on my conscience

The hurt inside of me dad isn't it obvious

You were the cause of all my grief I didn't like being called up

Cause you weren't here

The lack of your residing was real severe

For a kid who needed guidance through his hardest years

For a kid who needed time there was no time to spare

I was dysfunctional did not fit in

There was trouble back at school those classes skipped

And I broke so many rules ass not been whipped

Kept acting like a fool no consequence

He always supported

His money thrown on drugs

It was really contorted

Justified it in my head

As his fault I was soulless

So many things I said

To the man who done broke his

Literal fucking back just so I wouldn't starve it's

Pretty fucking sad on my half and I'm sorry

Don't get me wrong though he did hurt my momma

I only got defensive cause she my mum and I love her

He only wants the best things so I can go and start a

Life of my own and not get lost in the gutter