Heart Ablaze Lyrics

I need your radiance

Come set my heart ablaze

If you gone be here in my life

I need you center stage

Mental peace is something I really just can't gauge

Internal warfare, maybe I should burn some sage

Moving by my lonely Lord knows

I been full of rage

Wanna spazz out on a nigga

But no I been well behaved

Just been walking through the storm

It ain't no way to dodge the rain

Put my heart into the track, the only way to ease the pain

Woah, I can't give up now, no

They want me to tell them all my goals

But tell me who can I trust, not a soul, no

When I was young I really would procrastinate a lot

But now I'm older, I got bills, now it's trap or die

Introverted, I converted, I was really shy

But now I really don't give a damn, they put me on the spot

Where do I go, where do I run

I need a flame, my body's numb

My heart is cold, I'm minus one

I'm in a mood, I told my girl, don't even come

Nine o'clock on the dot, hit my FaceTime

Now we talking bout our dreams as we unwind

She said, I'm Goofy, I said, I'll be big as Power line

She said, truthfully, you a star, you got the whole nine

Aw man, I was dreaming we was chilling on the sand

Getting tanned, holding hands, romance

Pussy bum, that shit worse than Iran, got damn

But I, but I, I, need someone come set my heart ablaze

Heart for heart, now that's an even trade

I'm a handful, but you're not phased

I just need some love that won't fade

Mama, she just told me I was gifted

I said, mama, yeah, I know cause I'm just different

Protect my peace and energy, I keep my distance

The Lord will move and break mountains, I'm just a witness

So many mistakes that I done made, I ask forgiveness

Life full of trials and obstacles, that shit relentless

But I keep going cause it's all about persistence

She said, something about you special, you eccentric

Clarity is all I need

I just wanna be set free

It's hard growing up on the west side

So conflicted, I get mad when they say smile

Haven't sprouted, but I know that I'm a rose boy

Hard to grow around here, we burden boulders

All this drive, would've thought I was a chauffeur

Who you know colder

Clarity is all I need

I just wanna be set free

It's hard growing up on the west side

So conflicted, I get mad when they say smile

Haven't sprouted, but I know that I'm a rose boy

Hard to grow around here, we burden boulders

All this drive, would've thought I was a chauffeur

Who you know colder

Rose petals peeking through the concrete

Truth be told I can make an album in one week

All I need is some pain and some loose leaf

And watch the booth turn spooky like trick-or-treat

I've been vulnerable to mental attacks

Between peace and sanity, how do you feel in the gap

I double back, make sure decisions, show I adapt

I be stressed, but it seems I'm relaxed because

A brilliant façade

Masking all the fears and the failures I hide

Paul bearer for the old parts of me that died

Saying I got OCD, I gotta clean the place before destiny arrive

I gotta show my pain even if it kills my pride

Cause they gone throw shade even when you do shine

So fuck trying to appeal

Tell em all how you feel

Don't try to get no acknowledgement

Use your words to heal