God's Favor Lyrics

I mean, It's times I feel like I got all the favor in the world

And then there's other times where I'm just like, do he even hear me

It's just certain feelings you can't recreate

That ain't my heart beating that just some 808s

Five'six I'm one hundred and fifty, but I'm heavyweight

I had to drop some dead weight, now I'm in better shape, don't feel a way

It ain't no prize for being a real nigga

Afraid to leave home base then you just babysitting

Letting your dreams die is just a death sentence

Don't give up on your goal, you could be fourth and inches

I think I'm better off if I stop reminiscing

I start to think about my past and I get in my feelings

I had hope for certain ones, but they ain't see the vision

Was in the same lane, now we having head-on collisions

I experienced the greatest pain

To have your loved ones hate you and it never change

Cry out, but they ignore you, it make you feel deranged

Luckily I was never sane

And plus, I got God's favor

Yeah

Sometimes I feel like I'm God's favorite

Yeah

But then it's times I take a loss, I feel so lost and I feel devastated

Open the door to get fresh air and I still can't breathe

This God forsaken city, it'll bring you to your knees

West End and Collegeville made I'm a different breed

Got to have royal blood, I'm the seed of a queen

Don't care what you say, your actions so revealing

No I'm not a hero, I can't save them I'm a villain

Overlook me cause I'm small, guess you tried to kill my spirit

But when I'm the smallest in the room, only time I feel the biggest

Watch what you say to me

Graduated got my cap and gown from hard knocks

Real rare, I'm authentic like I'm dead stock

I was down but felt that willpower like Chris Rock

Joy comes in the morning, I'll be okay

I almost lost my faith like I was Stevie J

No problem being alone cause I know I'm chose

I need all my real ones here to never fold

They don't hit my phone and give me motivation

They never hit my line and say congratulations

They won't say it to my face but I know they hatin'

Stupid looks on all they faces, they can't even fake it

Lord, thank you for protecting me, they down here raising hell

I thought you sent an angel but she was a bat outta hell

Auntie asked me if she riding for me, man I can't even tell

But baby girl so bad, I know they'd deny her bail

I done died like a thousand times

Committing to everything except suicide

I'm do or die, I'm a Gemini, I'm like Dr. Jekyll, Flxme like Mr. Hyde

Would've thought my feet was glued cause I been ten toes this whole time

Fuck what they told you cause I know they lied

Apologies are owed but they got too much pride

They want me to settle, I can't compromise

Those who don't support your name is memorized

People see my songs and don't support then see me and wanna play friends

I'ma play along cause when I'm gone, we won't speak again

When I do get on, they gon' say that we was next to Ken

Told them that I'm special, they just doubt me

All I do is grin, cause I got God's favor

It's just certain feelings you can't recreate

That ain't my heart beatin', that's just some eight hundred and eights

Five'six I'm one hundred and fifty but I'm heavyweight

I had to drop some dead weight, now I'm in better shape, don't feel a way

It ain't no prize for being a real nigga

Afraid to leave home base then you just babysitting

Letting your dreams die, it's just a death sentence

Don't give up on your goal, you could be fourth and inches

I think I'm better off if I stop reminiscing

I start to think about my past and I get in my feelings

I had hope for certain ones but they ain't see the vision

Was in the same lane, now we having head on collisions