MEMORY Lyrics

I can never fake who I am

I can never fake who I am

Yeah

This was just part of the plan

I can never fake who I am

I can never fake who I am

Yeah Royal Ryan

I can never fake who I am

I remember being up at 3am

I couldn't sleep

Anxiety comes out at night

So I just lay awake and just fight

Until I finally pass out

Looking at the ceiling thinking about

All the good times in my life

Way before I ever had a son or wife

Now there all just memories

My old friends are gone

I feel so forgotten

Being in this dark place

I don't feel like talking

My family is still here

But they don't understand

They can't see that I'm drowning in quicksand

I was smiling with a knife in my back

And I had this pain in my heart

If you can't figure out why I rap

Then your obviously not that smart

This was all I had

No friends only demons

So I picked up the pen and pad

And said it's time to express what I'm feeling

So what I'm human

I get sad sometimes I get mad

I'm a lil different

Not many chase there dreams

Some smoke a little too much green

Some play too many video games

I ain't hating though cause I used to do the same

Until I realized I want the fortune and fame

Well not the fame

Just people to understand my pain

I just want to connect with people like me

And tell them you can be whatever you want to be

Go do what you want right now

Before your dreams become a memory (Yeah)

Go tell that person you love them

Before you lose your memory

I'm just a memory

Nobody here feeling me

I'm just a memory

Somebody tell me why they ain't feeling me

I'm just a memory

Nobody's ever here for me

Man

What's wrong with me

I was there when they needed me

When I needed them there gone

They only hit me up when they need something

But they can't ever check out my song

You hitting my phone with that drama

Please leave me alone

Everyday I put positive energy in the air

Yeah there's only good karma in here