CAN'T SLEEP Lyrics

Look

I can't sleep

So I get up stretch and I go for a run

I'm trying to forget the day you said you were done

Memories from the past haunt me and it ain't fun

But I'm using what you done

To me as fuel

So in the long run

I know everything is going to work out

Maybe not for us

Cause you're about to pop out

A couple babies

And you were pregnant while we were going through our divorce?

Damn that's crazy

But it's okay, cause lately

I've realized that you never made me

You just helped create this new version of me

That works on himself on the daily

I used to be so sad and angry

Now I just wake up early

Like I got to get after it

I wasted so much time on you

And I recovered quick

Cause I told myself I got to commit

Looking in the mirror, like damn I'm fit

And I know I'm going to accomplish all my goals and dreams

Cause I don't quit

And I don't settle

Like you when you left me

For someone who ain't on my level

I treated you like you were special

I can't believe I fell for the devil

I put up with all your bullshit, like damn I deserve a medal

And maybe I did right where my heart was

Cause ever since you left

I've gotten cold

I think about all those lies you told

And don't really care about dating anymore

I'm in grind mode

I will no longer be controlled

By anyone again

But then again

I feel like I'm possessed

Look at this pen

I've been putting in hours all week

Still wake up early in the morning

I can't sleep

Keep seeing you in my dreams, it's like a playlist on repeat

Why do I keep mourning a love that already hit it's peak

Crazy thing is losing you didn't make me weak

Nah it made me stronger, cause now I'm a beast

I'm staying consistent with working out and it gives me peace

Yeah I can't sleep, but at least my motivation increased

And my money yeah it increased

And my body is becoming elite

It's like the old me I hit ctrl-alt-delete

Yeah when you left the old me left too

See you went the other way

And I grew

It's kind of crazy how that works

Alright look

I used all that pain as fuel

I never thought there would be a day there wouldn't be a me and you

I still think about everything we used to do

You have no idea how many times that I almost texted you

But I always end up deleting the text

Cause there's really nothing left to say to you

You left so easily and I still remember that

Treating me like you never cared, yeah I remember that

Coming home after sleeping with another guy

And telling me you love me yeah I remember that

That's a different kind of crazy

But it changed me

I told myself I ain't ever gonna let another female play me again

And I ain't trying to get revenge

I'm focused on self-improvement

Getting right financially, and creating a movement with my music

I know a lot don't think I can do it

But there comes a time when you almost lose it

And that was me when I lost her, then I got on the right path

So I'm just doing me working on myself and my craft

Trying my best to be a great dad

I know someday I'll look back and get the last laugh

Cause a lot of people treated me like dirt and put me last

But karma is real

Whatever you do to someone else always comes back

And that's why I'm focused on what I want to attract

Cause I know when you put out good energy in the world

Then your gonna get good back and I want all of that

I've been putting in hours all week

Still wake up early in the morning

I can't sleep

Keep seeing you in my dreams, it's like a playlist on repeat

Why do I keep mourning a love that already hit it's peak

Crazy thing is losing you didn't make me weak

Nah it made me stronger, cause now I'm a beast

I'm staying consistent with working out and it gives me peace

Yeah I can't sleep, but at least my motivation increased

And my money yeah it increased

And my body is becoming elite

It's like the old me I hit ctrl-alt-delete