So Much Pain Lyrics

So much pain in my heart

I can't even express it

So much from these scars

I can't keep dealing it right

I got no one to talk to

So, this music is my therapist

Little did I know I was fucked up mentally

Don't got to many friends just a bunch of enemies

If I don't feel your vibe, I don't like your energy

Money on my mind and it's never green

So much pain in my heart

I can't express it right

So much from these scars

I can't keep dealing it right

To say I could wait a lifetime

Like saying I'll wait for the right time

Waiting for God to give me the right sign

Watching the world pass me by like I'm standing on the side line

To say I could wait a lifetime

Like saying I'll wait for the right time

Waiting for God to give me the right sign

Watching the world pass me by like I'm standing on the side line

So much pain in my heart

I can't express it right

So much from these scars

I can't keep dealing it right

I got no one to talk to

So, this music be my therapist

Little did I know I was fucked up mentally

I don't got to many friends just a bunch of enemies

If I don't feel your vibe, I don't like your energy

Money on my mind and it's never green

So much pain in my heart

I can't express it right

So much from these scars

I can't keep dealing it right

I got no one to talk to

So, this music be my therapist

I want a demon that's fast

I want a demon that whines

My name on the headline bitch I ain't second

Never feeling threatened act up in a split second

5AM in the morning tell me why the rain is pouring

I can't sleep thinking about you and what you did

Don't try to put the blame on me

Even Shawty you see I was real for you

Till you broke my heart into two

Never gonna love again

Should've stayed as friends

Rain is pouring and you just keep ignoring

Should've guessed the signs

Guess you was never mine time passes by

Hope one day we'll be soon intertwined

I just want a real one by my side

I can't deny the feelings that I had for you

Because the feelings that I had for you were true

You wouldn't have a clue

Ride a solo that's the way to go

These streets are cold

Only one you have to hold is you

Vibing on my own

Demons they be talking

They trying to take my soul

You know I've been trying

Trying to move on but these fake ass friends

Keep on calling my phone when I'm all alone

Because I know the streets is cold

So much pain in my heart

I can't express it right

So much from these scars

I can't keep dealing it right

I don't got no one to talk to

So, this music be my therapist

Little did I know I was fucked up mentally

I don't got to many friends just a bunch of enemies

If I don't feel your vibe I don't like your energy

Money on my mind and it's never green