Lost Control Lyrics

I lost control

You see, your words got me fucked up

And for everytime you shout

You see, I'd always take the blame

I lost control

You see, your words got me fucked up

And for everytime you shout

You see, I'd always take the blame

The fuck I'm posed to do?

Wasting time? That's no help

See I can't let nobody in my life

Man I need God's approval now

Because all these stresses in my mind

They crushing down on my health

You see, I can't let no demons in

See, now I have time for self

Thought all these voices in my mind

Could never lie

When I was 13

Thought about it 14 times but tried 1 time

Now I'm 15 still think about it sometimes

See I had these voices telling me to sleep

Was getting brain washed

By a sense of disbelief

When you pinned up in a corner

Don't know who to seek

Is it God should I seek?

Is it Mom that I seek?

Is it love that I need?

Man I'm looking for peace

Tryna figure out how I can see

Through these dark clouds running

Tryna figure out how I can live

Through these dark nights fighting

Don't have time for peace

Everytime I go to class

Got to put on a mask

Everytime I got outside

Got to put on a smile

Man it's getting very tough

At some point I never felt enough

I would lose a sense of time

Sitting down writing lyrics

Ivy healed a scar with love

I lost control

You see, your words got me fucked up

And for everytime you shout

You see, I'd always take the blame

The fuck I'm posed to do?

Wasting time? That's no help

See I can't let nobody in my life

Man I need God's approval now

Because all these stresses in my mind

They crushing down on my health

See, I can't let no demons in

See, now I have time for self

Really don't have time for sleep

Fuck I know about adenosine?

Said I'm making petty music

I'm eating off of that shit

Moving coupla niggas deep

Everywhere we go

Gotta make sure they know we there

But can't show em scars that run deep

Done lost control

Ivy is it me who got you fucked up?