How the Hell? Lyrics

How the hell did you get back in

To my dirty thoughts and no I'm not drinking

I'm just thinking back to when I called the quits

And said I won't look back I can't go on like this

But you're here again, because I let you in

Doesn't make no sense, don't think it ever did

What's 10 good steps to take 10 more back?

I took a clean ass slate and made a whole ass mess

How did you find me?

I've been in hiding

It feels like you're trying

It looks like you're trying

But that's where I'm lying

It feels like I'm climbing

Just to fall back down again

Get back up again

Don't call me your friend

I need more than that

A part of me

You're a part of me

Its so hard to leave

I guessed you guessed it that

I'm not leaving yet

Break my promises

Break my heart for this

How the hell did you get back in

To my bedroom thoughts before I start sleeping

When I'm thinking of the shit I wish you did

The shit I wish you'd say, the sweet kiss I miss

How the hell did you get back in

Oh wait I'm so dumb I fucking let you in

Oh wait I'm so dumb I fucking let you in

Oh wait, fuck

Truth is I'm lying

Like when I said that I'd leave

I just meant come find me

This bitch better come find me

Cause once you remind me

Of what you provide me

I'll be hooked again

Overlooked again

Never use my head

Thinking with my chest

A part of me

You're a part of me

Its so hard to leave

I guessed you guessed it that

I'm not leaving yet

Break my promises

Break my heart for this