I'm Not Dead Lyrics

How many bad days away am I from feeling okay?

I think need some more space until there's nothing

All the best parts of my heart are buried under the pain

A dead bolt and a chain so nothing comes in

Long drive home

It's feeling like an endless road

Don't wanna see the place I'm going

This empty house don't feel like home no more

Looking for the turn around 180

I need a fucking turn around

To save me

No baby you can't hurt me now

This changed me into something that I'm still trying to figure out

I'm not dead, I'm just not here no more, not here no more

No peace of mind, no tears, no I'm just not here no more, not here no more

Not even having nightmares, mind is in the darkness

Help is sitting right there, I don't wanna start this

Feeling like a burden to break down in front of people

I'm hurting but I don't wanna disturb em to get my heart fixed

Remember when I smiled for days and now I can't even fake it

Skies are turning to grey there's no more sunset

Blank look stuck on my face, feel like I'm starting to fade

I'm gettin caught in the rain, my god is upset

This is not

Something's that's in my blood

I've just caught venom

From the love I've lost

Looking for the turn around 180

I need a fucking turn around

God save me

No baby you can't hurt me now

This changed me into something that I'm still trying to figure out

I'm not dead, I'm just not here no more, not here no more

No peace of mind, no tears, no I'm just not here no more, not here no more

Not even having nightmares, mind is in the darkness

Help is sitting right there, I don't wanna start this

Feeling like a burden to break down in front of people, I'm hurting but I don't wanna disturb em to get my heart fixed

Not even having nightmares, mind is in the darkness

Help is sitting right there, I don't wanna start this

Conversation leading to weakness id rather leave with my demons, at least I'll never repeat this if I go heartless

I'm, I'm just not here no more, not here no more

I said I'm, I'm just not here no more not here no more

I'm not dead, I'm just not here no more, not here no more

No peace of mind, no tears, no I'm just not here no more, not here no more, no more