outta control Lyrics

I put my pain all on a display and pray you relate (I pray you relate)

I jumped off the edge, took a leap of faith ain't playing it safe (I ain't playing it safe)

Wish I could tell you just how it feel but it ain't no way (It ain't no way)

Soon as the sun sets into the dark that's when I awake

(That's when I awake)

The very things that gave me pleasure broke me to pieces

(They breaking me down)

And the scariest thing was putting myself out there at my weakest

(Out there when I'm down)

Feel cold as the weather except my temperature don't change with the seasons

Bad memories stuck inside a nigga head wish I had amnesia, oh Lord

How can I right my wrongs when they a part of me though?

Feel like they run thru my arteries so

Can't count on myself so don't count on me no

I just been spiraling outta control

I'm outta my mind don't kno where I'm going

And lately ain't nothing been going my way

Feeling afraid to face the world probably why

I been sleeping in through the day

Spending too much time alone at home that shit drove me close to insane

I'm not the social type I might go poltergeist don't ask me why

Cuz I cannot explain it

Shit got me anxious feeling like Yeezy

How a nigga wanna hop into a spaceship

And fly away past the sky, out in space

Walk in the spot I feel outta place

Outkast, Big Boi and Andre

I'm down bad I done took the wrong way

This dark cloud follow me to wherever I go it's attached

I'm stuck in this hole that I dug in, I'm trapped

I pray that I get this shit right

Before they roll the credits and the screen fades into black

Don't know how to put on an act

Don't know any way to express myself except through these raps

And fuck how you feel I accept myself despite what I lack

Everything that I'm not made me all that I am

And to get to the top I'll do all that I can

And when I take off I pray to God I don't land

I can't even think bout stopping that ain't part of the plan

How can I right my wrongs when they a part of me though?

Feel like they run thru my arteries so

Can't count on myself so don't count on me no

I just been spiraling outta control (I'm outta my mind)