blessed up Lyrics

Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep

Demons on my back no they won't ever let me be

Steady holding onto something I can't see

Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace

But I'm blessed up

Oohh

Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up

Nooo

Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control

Oh

Headed nowhere fast

I'm on a long road, I pray that God protect my path

All the good times, they don't never last

I'm hoping for the best but I just be expecting the bad

Can't go out sad

Mind running laps

Time moving fast, feel it slipping out my grasp

No emotions keep em masked

Hiding behind this wall

Nobody care at all so I don't get em involved

Aint been feeling myself

Mind telling lies, tryna keep it real with myself

I cannot live with myself

The same love that I give em, I don't give to myself

Bad habits on the daily slowly killing myself, woah

Zoning, self-loathing

Look in the mirror I can't stand who I'm becoming

Eyes open, searching for omens

Problems coming and I'm steady running from em

Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep

Demons on my back no they won't ever let me be

Steady holding onto something I can't see

Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace

But I'm blessed up

Ohhh

Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up

Noo

Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control

Digging myself into a hole, experiencing new lows

Forget that there's light outside, this darkness is all I know

I take my heart and my soul, put them all in these flows

You could probably feel the real in everything that I wrote

I can't be comfortable being fake it just ain't in me noo

Feel ashamed of who I am but I can't change it

So I stand on my two feet and my ten toes until the end I'll be on my own

How I came in I'm gonna leave, with my heart up on my sleeve

My heart up on my sleeve

I be awake I can't sleep that's cuz these demons they be following me

They all that I see, and I can't erase em I faced em

Till I realized they a part of me, that's honestly

Zoning, tossing turning I can't sleep

Demons on my back, no they won't ever let me be

Steady holding onto something I can't see

Problems adding up they won't stop till I rest in peace

But I'm blessed up

Ohhh

Falling, but something keep on calling that's why I cannot rest up

Noo

Focused on the wrong things, my mind I can't control