Winter (Demo 2) Lyrics

I'll pick up the phone

When you call me, love

I'll wait till I'm old

In this cold

Hopeless has grown, grown, grown

Hold my hand

Take me to the depth with you (Yeah)

Love it when you come around

Hold my hair

Pull the strings I can not reach (Yeah)

Love it when you come around

How do I even start, I love you

But we tear each other apart

Should I say how I feel? We spent some time away so we could mentally heal

But what It cost? I could never get back

A message away and then we're back at the start

Back when your heart was full of blossoming yards

The flowers are looking so dark, now

I'm just sad we could never pull though

And if we do it would be my arms rapped around you

It's funny how the conflict starts, immediate change of mood

Don't wanna be stepped on 'try wearing my shoes', but I'm not tryna attack

When most our arguments consist of blaming the past

And we just focus on the wrong for a need to be right

We move forward from disagreeing to a whole nother night (Nother night, nother night)

I'd be in my day dream thinking bout a family and what we could achieve together as a Couple

Blinding our problems to a movie we can laugh at

Hiding the modest man to prove we're not in trouble

And I hope your thinking of the memories all the happy times and downward spirals

As a lesson not a mistake, no matter what

'Profound good or misery'

I'll always have your back as a friend, that's what I thought

Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone

And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out

Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know

I really need you more than ever in this cold winter

Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone

And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out

Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know

I really need you more than ever in this cold winter

Hold my hand

Take me to the depth with you (Yeah)

Love it when you come around

Hold my hair

Pull the strings I can not reach (Yeah)

Love it when you come around

Just look at us now, didn't mean to make you feel betrayed threw in the towel (Fuck)

I'm just tryna be safe, I'm sorry I'm so broken, was hoping you would understand

Everything we were going through at the time

Mental state bad was thinking bout suicide

Which made the fact harder, at 18 realizing you're gonna be a father

It's not that I didn't wanna have a child, even thought about it all that week I would smile

Reality kicked in I was unprepared would I have to give up my music, I got scared

Didn't have a job didn't have a car the fact we had broken up two weeks ago was never Fair

Mentally I was a wreck before I even found out, Eventually I had to come to terms open My loud mouth and said how I felt (Shit)

Was never leading you on I needed some help

And you were so strong thought out I was proud

Was never meant to cause you pain on how I truly felt

Our mum and dads had our back from the jump

I don't hate you truly love you and I hope that we can sort it out

For our baby's sake, put each other back together, now that's a start

Cause I wouldn't mind if you would ring my phone

And plan to come around to see your lover, sort this situation out

Feeling helpless cause I can not cope, It's selfish I know

I really need you more than ever in this cold winter

I'll pick up the phone

When you call me, love

I'll wait till I'm old

In this cold

Hopeless has grown, grown