Lobotomy Lyrics

If you decide to inscribe my theories in books

Write it down with vanishing ink

There's a difference between my lobotomy

And consuming one too many drinks

I don't want to remember what's mine anymore

I only want thoughts drawn from you

For the home that I once tried to make for myself

Began to swallow me up as a tomb

I held my loved one and watched her depart

And sorrow rolled in like a cloud

But liquors for losers and not broken hearts

And my face, my pretty face don't favor a frown

If I'm hungry for fruit I must first grow the tree

And my heart is turned over and tilled

I gave up the grape that my tongue might be clean

For my mind to find strength and be filled

Yet heaven was silent and God disappeared

As sorrow was testing my heart

The sinking, the swimming, the walking on water

As I end where the Lord takes His start

I see years teaching ears to be open and listening

So repetition will say it again

Liquors a liar for weak hearted sissies

Masquerading as though it's a friend

There's no life in all of my living

There's no strength in the strength of a man

When having it all turns to nothing

Mercy brings my world to an end