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When I'm crippled from head to toe

And the water comes flood your soul

Fill my lungs to the ocean floor

Can't move a bone

Then the voices come through and take

All the good thoughts I made

One thing I just can't take

When my brain decides my fate

I feel so overwhelmed

And I gotta pain in my chest

I'm lying in bed

Playing checkers not chess

Cos as much as they say

To pay my debt

On outstanding life

I say to them next

I…

I don't wanna cry no more

I don't wanna hide no more

From the people give me life

It's mine

It's mine

I can't

I can't even lie no more

'Bout the things that make me die

Inside

I wish to find

A way to live

Inside my mind

I don't wanna let go now of the life that I live

I know that I'm waiting for this

Everything else that I'm holding within

I can't seem to explain to myself that I will

Hold everyone close to me now

Keep myself from out of this cell

Cos the beatings that I've taken

Will only help me learn from this now

And they'll help you learn bout me too

Cos I'm not easy to be round

And when the walls start caving in

I need you to be close to me now

Cos I wish that I knew my fate

Maybe then I would have some hope

Instead I look for false prophecies

In a world that I far from know

It's far from true

Cos the world is oh so blue

And I feel like I'm drowning inside

Cos I can't seem to find my groove

All the drink and the drugs don't match

Just as I thought they would

Thought I could numb this pain

But it just heightened my mood

I…

I don't wanna cry no more

I don't wanna hide no more

From the people give me life

It's mine

It's mine

I can't

I can't even lie no more

'Bout the things that make me die

Inside

I wish to find

A way to live

Inside my mind