japan pt. ii Lyrics

I wish I hung out with my friends more

Made a couple albums before I lost my head start

Ignoring all the people who would tell me that I am done for

Make or break the situation, I don't think I want more

Cause every time I think of something different

I can only think of shit I've done in the past and I fucking miss it

But none of it was worthy of praise you see

I know a bit too much about living in pain

I'm so confused

I wish I knew what

Happiness was

So I don't have to break loose but

Nothing seems to ever go my way

I'm afraid I didn't choose

This is Japan Part 2

Let me explain I think we got off on the wrong foot

We're on the same page here, we want the same outcome

We're wishing for hopeful lives

Don't you lie

We're both here wondering why

Success doesn't come naturally

It's apart of the ecosystem that we're bound to be

Failing in

Cause we're broke, drunk and young

Signing our souls to the lords down above

But don't get it twisted

I'm not cynical like that

I just make songs in my bedroom

And I'm proud of the fact that I'm

Still alive and I'm doing fine

And I might not cry if you'd just give me the time

To figure out a few things in my life

I know what this is supposed to be

I can't bring myself to confront the fact that

I'm not who I want of me

I'm sorry for wasting your night

I'll just go home and figure out how to not waste mine

I'm so confused

I wish I knew what

Happiness was

So I don't have to break loose but

Nothing seems to ever go my way

I'm afraid I didn't choose

This is Japan Part 2