DEPRESSIXN Lyrics

I might just fuckin snap

Can't seem to get back on track

Working off my god damn ass

On music while they all just laugh

Fuck em back

I might just crack

Pull out the bitch in me and see if they like that

Hate all the fuckin talk I'm tired of that I'm ready to come bounce back

I'm on my own

Realized nobody gives a fuck put down the phone

Don't call no one

Realized most of the people are fake don't trust a tone

Walk down the fuckin path of dark

I won't come home

Got a cold heart

Put one in my dome

Put my name on to a tombstone

Just hate my life I'm gone

Oh the boy is bad

Oh the kid is mad

Oh he's feelin sad give him a Prozac

And somethin for that anxiety attack

So maybe he'll normalize out for a chance

Or maybe he'll spit it in your face

With a middle finger up screaming fuck what you say

I don't care bout you get outta my way

I'm doin my own so fuck everything

Uh

And I hate my attitude shit

But when you put it on a song they'll say that's it

I could talk to someone they'll say just quit

I could put it on a beat they'll say that hits

I could sell out with happy shit and be fake

And throw what I want into a damn lake

Or I could be real and say how I feel

And maybe somebody can find an appeal

Crack a new seal

Then I start to feel numbed right down

Maybe then I won't frown

Maybe then I won't drown

In the guilt and sound of

Thoughts eating me up now

But no cause it's always around

But I want it to stop

Cause it's killing me

Wow maybe that's why theirs drugs in my hand

With a plan to take only half like a xan

But then I catch myself downing that sixth one

Oh man

Oh man I start to go mad

Cause I miss my old life that I once had

But depression came in and made shit bad

Then I got fucked up n cut up my arm

Felt warm in the coldest of nights

So many damn fights with my own mind

So many damn times I'd lie to myself

Give a fuck bout my health

Give a fuck bout how it was dealt with

But I quit

I stopped doin that shit

Went to music to talk about alla it

Then made a new flow

Then made a new goal

Now music is somethin that never feels old

So I got my game

And imma keep playin

Even if I got no one

I got my plan

To take off in a plane

If that don't work

Then I got nothing nothing