YXUTH Lyrics

I watch my youth, run away

Ain't shit to do, but just stay

And watch it all fuckin fade

I'm 18 and I hate it

I feel I'm trapped up and I really fuckin hate myself

Running thru this course of life and losing all my god damn health

Ain't ask no one for no god damn help

Just asking what do I do with myself?

I'm fuckin lost

Lost, lost

Lost, LOST

Ain't no sight

Can't see my life

Turning back to the youth I had one time

But I got the youth back

With the tracks I make

Using what I say

To give them a lil break

With a fist in the air

Screamin I don't care

Bout shit you say

Bout what I fuckin wear

Or what I fuckin play

What I do today

Don't call me a muh fuckin burdan okay

I fall back

On to my bed

Look at the roof

And see an end

Can't do that

I won't give in

To this depression in my head

Fall back

To square one

With a gun up in my hand

I'm numb

Now they put me in a ward

Can't trust what wouda been done

Oh fuck I think I'm running outta time to pick myself back up

Stuck up in this god damn rut and no one really gives a fuck

Ran out of all my damn luck

Ain't following the god damn book

But I'm fuckin

Lost, lost

Lost, lost

LOST

I watch my youth, run away

Ain't shit to do, but just stay

And watch it all fuckin fade

I'm 19 and just hate it

I watch my youth, run away

Ain't shit to do, but just stay

And watch it all fuckin fade

I'm 19 and just hate it