she probably feels the same way Lyrics

Five seconds counting down

Is it the end of my life

I hope I don't

I hope I do

I love you

You hate me

I wake up in a bad mood

Depressed an a mess from the day before

Get dressed I'm up it's 4am

I've been awake for like twenty minutes

Already in this fucked up state of mind

I'm sad that it's mine but I'm happy too

Can you give me like five minutes of just peace an quiet

Can you give me like two tries to get this right

Matter fact just one time

Imma do it right now

Imma do it right now

Let's go

Got drugs in this bag and it's already rolled

I hope it gets me numb

Four thirty-four an it's been ten minutes since I looked at the clock an I seen your image on the lockscreen

Girl I love this I love that

I'm stressed out an upset making progress towards the end of the world

Two days three nights it'll all be gone

Some days I hope you'll prove me wrong but you never do

It's an endless cycle take drugs as a way too cope

Never wanna feel what I felt growing up

My dads never showing up

My moms on drugs still to this day

But so am I

Too much an it'll all be gone

Two months from now I hope I'm sober

Can't wait for it too bring me down

Locked in this room I can't get out

She looked at me I looked at her

She probably feels the same way

Goddamn if I don't get rich soon

We probably won't make it out

And all the money in the world could never replace us

I'd give my life for you

I'd jump right off this bridge

What goes on in my head

What goes on in my head

I hope you never feel this way

I pray I never wake up

Cause everyday is too much

I'm taking too many fucking drugs to drown the thoughts in my head

It sucks

But I can't keep holding it in

My fault not yours

I'm addicted too pain

Late nights when the suns down I feel like I'm not even here

It's twelve am I'm searching around the room for a lighter

But I drank too much can't find it

Save me from my fucking self

This world too much and I feel alone

I might make a bad decision with this blurry vision

I wish I didn't but it's all too late

Wake up on the next day

An it's the same thing

An it's the same thing

Same thing