Grew up taking pills Lyrics

It's been too many years its been

Da da da, It's been too many years

It's been too many years

I've been alone in my mind

Way too fucking long I

It's been too many years

Don't know why I feel like this

It's been too many years of feeling this in my head

I'm replacing all the pain with drugs an that fucking sucks

So I ran away

All these blinding lights

Replace them lonely nights

Wish I could save you too

But I'm broke inside

Trynna save myself

From what I feel

I grew up taking pills but now I found something else

I hope that I can put it down

It's almost fucking lethal

An they just made it legal

I'm a fucking addict and it's all my fault

I hope that I can change the way I feel inside

Da da da da da

I grew up taking pills but now I found something else to help me control the way I feel Inside

Codependent drugs mixed with love growing up

I wish I was stuck in the past

I'm taking all these drugs to the face

Wish that I could relive all the times that we had before I fucking leave

Wondering if imma make it

Imma skip this conversation

Girl I hate myself for everything I did

I'm taking all these drugs hoping that I'll erase it

I hope that one day you can save yourself

I know that, that day is not right now

But if you keep going you can make it