Life Lyrics

I look back on life, remember those nights

They could've took my life, things ain't going right

Had to struggle and fight, tryna keep on them lights

Had to see my mother cry, knowing things ain't right

Her and my pops would fight, tryna drink all night

Tryna escape the pain, he had inside

Living in foster homes, this can't be right

Dealing with all this pain

Tell me what you know about pain

I ain't talking bout the anime

Growing up in a city where niggas dying every fucking day

They got handguns and AK's

They killed a girl in a alley way

I'm just tryna find a better way

Going up is the way

Making music just to get away

You could call it a great escape

But the pain never goes away

Yeah a nigga had to move away

A lot of niggas started turning fake

I look at life and it's going great

My circle small and I'm feeling great

Only keeping niggas that relate

I'm in the moment so i can't wait

Why the fuck would you hesitate

Look at myself in the mirror like

Young nigga don't break

The exterior is ugly

My interior is lovely

And now these bitches wanna fuck me

If I was you I wouldn't trust me

I look back on life, remember those nights

They could've took my life, things ain't going right

Had to struggle and fight, tryna keep on them lights

Had to see my mother cry, knowing things ain't right

Her and my pops would fight, tryna drink all night

Tryna escape the pain, he had inside

Living in foster homes, this can't be right

Dealing with all this pain

All this pain

Wanted to take my life

Dealing with all this pain

Wanted to take my life

Start to think that I'm lucky

Just to make it here gets ugly

My ex bitch says fuck me

Cause she see me shining, its lovely

The broke boy from the beach

Is no longer in reach

All they wanna do is leech

In the shadows where they creep

But I'm the one with the light

I turn it on and they screech

I bet they wish they never doubted me

A lot of negatives surrounding me

Back in high school they clowning me

I'm at the top now they crowning me

My name flowing through the city

And now they wanna ride with me

But they don't even see the pain

I'm taking shots to the kidneys

Waking up to the simply's

After dreaming bout the Bentley's

My palms itching but they empty

Should I hit a lick, don't tempt me

But that's what they want me to do

So I can end up on the news

I look back on life, remember those nights

They could've took my life, things ain't going right

Had to struggle and fight, tryna keep on them lights

Had to see my mother cry, knowing things ain't right

Her and my pops would fight, tryna drink all night

Tryna escape the pain, he had inside

Living in foster homes, this can't be right

Dealing with all this pain