My Fears ft. Breana Marin Lyrics

Been holding in so much

I'm feeling like I'm finally ready

To face all my fears

Lately the roads been rough

I think it's time I'm finally ready

I'm facing all my fears

I'm not tryna lose this fight living with depression

Been always hard on myself as a adolescent

Use the music as my therapy and lethal weapon

Took the beatings all my life and still kept it stepping

Turned my back against the world when it turned on me

Living in a mental prison tryna find me peace

Steady walking through this life tryna find the keys

But im the judge, jury, and the executionist

Cannot afford defense but I'm the prosecutionist

And all these voices in my head holding me contempt

While I'm staring at myself saying plead the fifth

I plead the fifth

Been holding in so much

I'm feeling like I'm finally ready

To face all my fears

Lately the roads been rough

I think it's time I'm finally ready

I'm facing all my fears

Sitting at the round table look at my demons

Past, present, future

The world's greatest tutors

Tryna find some humor while I'm glued to computers

If I had a fear it's no longer being here

Nate got the estate if my depression ever break

I call it fail safe and I know my family straight

He always got my back and I could never call him fake

He'll carry on my legacy until til there's nothing left of me

And if you feeling lost stew just look in to the music

You'll always be my brother, you ain't ever gotta prove it

We all made a movement, tryna find self improvement

But sometimes we lose it in a world of confusion

Been holding in so much

I'm feeling like I'm finally ready

To face all my fears

Lately the roads been rough

I think it's time I'm finally ready

I'm facing all my fears