running for my life Lyrics

All the memories I won't forget

And the choices I still regret

And all the feelings that go unsaid

There's many things that I can't accept

I'm waiting for another break

Things changing, can't seem to escape

Keep faking, I don't have what it takes

There's so much at stake

How much longer till I break?

Rise and fall

Gave my all

Rise and fall

Who cares at all

Tell me why I'm running for my life

Im terrified, can't see the finish line

Just decide, I'm wasting so much time

I don't want to face it

Is there another way?

Is it hopeless?

Is it hopeless?

Wish they would notice

Is it hopeless??

Wait another day, no reason

Stay up too late can't stop thinking

Maybe I can do it if he can

But we're talking about me, I don't believe it

I don't want no confrontation

Lower all my expectations

Won't get by from imitation

Caught up in my indecision

Just look away

There's not much to say

Real life is here

I can't fight my fear

Would I heal with fame

Or am I insane

Just thought I'd be near

Or so far from here

Tell me why I'm running for my life

Im terrified, can't see the finish line

Just decide, I'm wasting so much time

I don't want to fake it

But it's all I have

Is it hopeless?