september Lyrics

It's not you

I'ts much worse than the stories

I'm through

These choices I can't ignore

But fuck you

It was way better before

It's no use

Don't want to be here no more

Straighten my priorities

Get through by whatever means

Follow dreams that I believe

Hide the truth so plain to see

Falling like the leaves

Knock me right down to my knees

I'm so sick of the lies

But say its fine

Find a way to waste my time

In the place I used to feel alive

Do nothing, keep on asking why

Tell me what you meant

Can't sort the voices in my head

With all this existential dread

Sometimes I worry about myself

Yearning to be anywhere else

The hope I had left

Dispersed like my friends

And they all progress

As I watch it all fade

Will I waste my life

Always chasing a dime?

Will I always feel the same?

I try my fucking hardest and if I'm being honest

It just feels like I'm the farthest from what I want in August

With all this constant pressure When I'm thinking about forever

Don't know how it gets better When I'm back home in September

Not enough

Can't face it stuck in the divide

Searching for a way out

Trying to stuff the pain down

Don't know what to say now

How can I decide?

Tell me what you meant

Can't sort the voices in my head

With all this existential dread

Sometimes I worry about myself

Yearning to be anywhere else

The empty rooms,

The solitude

Makes me question what I'm supposed to do

The frigid breeze brings back memories

Fuck I want to leave, but I want to stay here

Tell me what you meant

Can't sort the voices in my head

With all this existential dread

Sometimes I worry about myself

Yearning to be anyone else