what's best for me? Lyrics

I feel like I'm breaking

I can't breathe and I'm shaking

I don't wanna be mistaken

I wanna feel like I've been awakened

It gets hard to sleep

I can't find my peace

These past few weeks I've been sinking underneath

I can't face the heat but I don't wanna seem weak

I wish they could understand this is what's best for me.

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know

Whats best for me?

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know

Whats best for me?

Whats best for me?

So I'll let the time fly by tonight

Distract myself from overwhelming feelings of life

When will I realize these things take time?

I hope everything will turn out alright

Trying to make decisions for myself

But getting older takes some help

I was born with the courage to fight

That's how I've been surviving all of my life

Trying to learn how to make things right

But I'm done trying if you're gonna

Stab me in the back with a knife

It gets hard to sleep

I can't find my peace

These past few weeks I've been sinking underneath

I can't face the heat but I don't wanna seem weak

I wish they could understand this is what's best for me.

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know

Whats best for me?

I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know I don't know

Whats best for me?

Whats best for me?

So I'll let the time fly by tonight

Distract myself from overwhelming feelings of life

When will I realize these things take time?

I hope everything will turn out alright