through the night Lyrics

When I was at my worst, I couldn't even go out

I didn't know how to tell the ones that meant the most

That I didn't want to live

I'm still trying to learn to be honest with myself and others

But it was hard to tell other people I didn't know how to survive

Time moves on, it'll be alright, alright?

Don't give up, one day you'll find the light, the light

Every day is a brand new fight, fight for your life

Just convince yourself to make it through the night

I missed my psychiatrist appointment again, now I can't see them anymore

Finally facing the repercussions from this war in my brain

I wish I didn't think so often, these constant thoughts always on replay (and my mind starts to decay)

Trying to drown it all out so I'll just smoke the pain away

Even though there's blue skies, I can't help it I cry

I tell myself it'll all be alright, but do I even try?

I know I'm hard on myself, but I gotta work on my peace of mind

But I keep trying my best, all the fucking time

Every day when I wake up, I find it hard to not let my thoughts hold me down

Low dopamine, please don't control me

I don't know when I'll be like myself again, getting tired of trying new medicines

Losing friends, one day when the conversation ends

Time moves on, it'll be alright, alright?

Don't give up, one day you'll find the light

Every day is a brand new fight, so fight for your life

Just convince yourself to make it through the night