Intrusive Lyrics

I'm sorry that I'm stuttering, I just thought of my own death

(Just thought of my own death, just thought of my own death)

There's a party in my head and I'm not invited

I love it when they mosh and I can't even hear my own breath

(Even hear my own breath, even my own breath)

It makes my heart go through my chest

I could write a book about my intrusive thoughts, they come and go

Quite a lot they scare me but I could never really know

If they'd all leave, would I be alone

It's quite a lot to take, I know

A bullet in my back, I tried to get into my own car

(Into my own car, I wanted to go far)

I'm stuck inside my thoughts, I really felt it go through me

It took me to a place where I was sitting in a glass jar

(Sitting in a glass jar, I'm in a glass jar)

Saw myself bleed out on the street

I could write a book about my intrusive thoughts, they come and go

Quite a lot they scare me but I could never really know

If they'd all leave, would I be alone

It's quite a lot to take, I know

A rope tied around my neck a knife through my throat, is how I'll go

Seems the night will end buried under roses, I can't cope

With this hopeless loop of words that I wrote

Inside my head, It seems It broke