If You Exist Lyrics

If you exist, can you find me

I was looking for way too long

Money, success, happy I see

Am I silly if I believe life is gonna get a little bit better?

Cuz I'm used and bitched I'm used to this

When I give up

I'll give it all away for something that I understand

Cuz how I feel

Is so unlucky, I'm just trina hold your hand

Can't face my old mistakes

They laugh at me, but I like to laugh too

Take the stakes

Just as they come

But hold on for dear life

I'm stuck in the present tense

Not down

The future doesn't exist

Right now

Take the other plate

I'm dying by myself

You caught me at a bad bad time

For the vision of bliss, wrong line

Please break my hands as I won't ever reach out again

The strangest thing is happening

I'm seeing everything

All at once it stares right back at me

Am I silly if I believe this ruins everything?

No surprises with you next to me

Am I dead?

Are you here?

Why won't anyone look right at me?

I think I've searched too far

I wanna go back

Will this let me?

I don't recall my memories

Lost but not far from existing

I can still feel myself

All they told me is I'm

Stuck in the present

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present

Stuck in the present tense

Not down

The future doesn't exist

Right now

Take the other plate

I'm dying by myself (by myself)

You caught me at a bad bad time

For the vision of bliss, wrong line

Please break my hands as I won't ever reach out again

Stuck in the present tense

Not down

The future doesn't exist

Right now

Take the other plate

I'm dying by myself (by myself)

You caught me at a bad bad time

For the vision of bliss wrong line

Please break my hands as I won't ever reach out again

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck

Stuck in the present tense I'm stuck