Letters ft. Emerai Blue Lyrics

I thought I was getting better

One major inconvenience and I'm writing my letters

Minor problems they all build up and I get silent cause I'm out of luck

I'm so scared that I'll fuck up so I push you away

What's wrong with me

Drop to my knees and I pray I have nothing left to say

I push the people and pull the ones that will hurt me

They say they'll cherish me I know it's charity

I know they'll desert me so I leave before they can manage

I'll cut them off first and it just fuckin' hurts

I wish I loved myself, wish I'd accept myself

Wish a was beautiful, wish I didn't give a fuck

I wanna be okay, I wanna play the game

I wanna know what it's like to go out and have a real life

Thought I was getting better

One more major inconvenience and I'm writing these letters

Minor problems all build up looks like one of them got me stuck

I'm falling through that quicksand and no one's giving me a hand

It's okay, I'll pull myself out, I promised you, you don't have to doubt

But I see that look in your eyes, you don't believe me, see through my lies