Delusions & Illusions Lyrics

I don't know how to feel about this pain

Sun is out, yet I still feel the rain

Somehow I just don't feel the same

War, anxiety inside my brain

I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel

Double up my fucking cup

Gimme a damn pill, pop it like an advil

I just want something, that's real

I just need something, that's love

I know somebody, that's death

Now and then I feel like a threat

Just leave me, when I'm dead

Lay me down to sleep with my casket closed

Matter of fact just throw me in the dirt

Pour gasoline all over me

Light a cigarette toss it and watch me fade away

Don't ask me if I'm okay

Cause you know damn well if I was then you wouldn't be asking that question

I keep on and keep on telling these lies

Cause I know you would be worried bout me

I just don't know

I don't know how to feel about this pain

Sun is out yet I still feel the rain

Somehow I just don't feel the same

War, anxiety inside my brain

I just wanna feel, I just wanna feel

Double up my fucking cup

Gimme a damn pill, pop it like an advil

I just want something, that's real

I just need something, that's love

I know somebody, that's death

Now and then I feel like a threat

Just leave me, when I'm dead

Lay me down to sleep with my casket closed

Matter of fact just throw me in the dirt

Nobody will remember me