Fair? (It's Never Been.) Lyrics

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

Pull up to the funeral open casket

Oh wait, I've said this before, I guess I really never change

Too much shit on my mind, that's why I need you on the phone

I never want to be alone

Telling all my friends, that, "I'll be just fine"

Knowing damn well sum else is on my mind

Always on my grind man, I get no sleep

Feel the reaper next to me, always tryna creep

Tryna be a better me, every fucking day

Man it's no use, they won't notice anyway

Thoughts float around, some I can not say

On my knees God, please won't you stay?

Shit gets real and I shut down

Rather would be dead, no more now

Soul is broken, I am weak

To the point where I can not think

Leave me alone, yeah leave me alone

I know that I'm all on my own

Feels like no ones there for me

Told my demons please just let me be

Everytime when I look up at the sky

Great memories are gone, oh why?

Why you wanna hurt me? Why you wanna hurt me?

Did my best and this how you repay me?

It's getting pretty late, I need to go

I don't think I wanna stay no more

Suicidal ideation what I'm thinking

Pills on the desk and I'm slowly sinking

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair

It's not fair, not fair, not fair