Past Midnight Lyrics

Lil bro

Ay

Yeah

Up all night thinking about my shit

Thinking life and how I'm supposed to get it rolling dices

I feel like I'm at war with myself

Then I go outside and feel everybody's apart of isis

Shit is crazy nowadays I don't know now

They lifting the restrictions but I keep myself locked down

I feel like reality tryna kill me

I feel like the whole damn government tryna get me

Whoa

Anxiety got me shaking up

Cold sweats through the night got me waking up

Brown skin be texting offering company

But with the way I'm feeling I ain't in the mood for making love

I know that's all she want from me

Cause I know my company is never enough

And I know you won't admit it but I know you too well now

Girl you too predictable that's why I never I fell inlove

Young boy with the biggest dreams

But every time I rap I get to talking about my nightmares

And I know it's not how shit seems

But if you looking through my eyes you'll see the pills on my nightstand

And I try not to pop em but I swear to god it helps with the relaxation

Dedicated to this rap if I get a 9 to 5

They gone probably have me forced to get the vaccination

And I ain't doing it though

Nah nah I ain't doing it though

Got me fucked up

Whoa whoa

Yeah

Look

It's funny how life's different and times ticking

I look at it closely and see a slight difference

My mumma be growling because of my addiction

Every week I'm putting liquor inside of my

I can't help it it's helping me drift away from the fact

That my life will never be like it used to be

And I feel like I'm alone so I never feel at home anymore

And I swear to god it's new to me

Yeah

Can you blame me for the feelings that I feel yeah

Can you tell me that this shit is really real

I'm just tryna play the cards I was dealt

But it keep on getting harder I don't know if I can deal with it

And I don't know how they expecting me to chill

When this shit be on my mind

It's too crazy to chill with it

It just feel different

But if I'm sticking to this rap then that's the meal ticket

To a better life

Or I'm gone end up at the heaven gates

And that's hopefully a better place

I can't make it is something that I am never saying

That's why I'm using this music like it's my medication

But I gotta try and stop putting pressure on myself and my brain like this

So I can live right

And I'm sorry if you don't get what I'm saying yo

These are just my thoughts when the times past midnight