Addiction Lyrics

When they said I couldn't do it I just blocked that noise out

Put my head down and I ain't never listen

I ain't never listen

Cause I knew that I had it I just had to go and get it

Now the music that I'm making too dope it became an addiction

Became an addiction

Real shit

Music in my blood

Running through my veins

Music is the medicine that get me through the pain

Anxiety attacks got me feeling like I'm dying

And my mama stressed out cause she know that I'm afraid

Dad ask what's wrong and I tell him I'm okay

Knowing damn well I'm almost crying everyday

But I don't wanna put no more pressure on his shoulders

So I'm making up these lies just to make him think I'm safe

But I ain't safe

Fuck it though I'll make it through the rain by myself

If I'm dying then I'm dying I don't think they can help

Two destinations we all go heaven or hell

And I been sinning all my life but only time can tell yeah

And when they said I couldn't do it I ain't really give a fuck

I just put my mind to it and I did it

Yeah i ain't never listen

When they said I couldn't do it I just blocked that noise out

Put my head down and I ain't never listen

I ain't never listen

Cause I knew that I had it I just had to go and get it

Now the music that I'm making too dope it became an addiction

Became an addiction

Too real

Music in my heart

Running through my brain

Everyday I'm feeling the feeling of something strange

Tryna get away but I think it's something inside of me

My body going numb and I just wanna be saved

Ask my brother where he at tryna call James

But he don't wanna pick up I guess he went away

And it's been the same ever since me and T split

And every time we talk she just tell me I should pray

Don't wanna pray

Fuck it though I'll make it I don't need no one else

I was broken at a point but I ain't never fell

Two destinations we all go heaven or hell

As I'm looking in this mirror man I just wanna yell shit

And when they said I couldn't do it I just put my middle finger up

And told em ima do it they just tripping

Yeah they ain't never listen

When they said I couldn't do it I just blocked that noise out

Put my head down and I ain't never listen

I ain't never listen

Cause I knew that I had it I just had to go and get it

Now the music that I'm making too dope it became an addiction

Became an addiction