What Have I Done To Life Lyrics

Yea, first person

See this dude named Mike

He bought a new device, couldn't afford it twice

Big money making? he said it's all hype

It doesn't make you fine, inside or alive, but it fucks with your pride

He got tough when he'd fight, street type shit, all that shit has a price

He won some nights, but lost most times

What hurt him the most his mom said bye (Ah)

He did try to find some work tho

But without an education jobs are uncertain

Tryna find some happiness is tryna find a purpose

But how to find a purpose when you lack as a person

Cause of your past, cause of your choices

My fam ain't loyal, cause I am the poison

Sometimes at night I can still hear their voices

They yelling to go to the school I'm avoiding (Ah)

But I was 18 then so fuck them

Meanwhile I hate the man I'm becoming

Looking for some cash while the gas pumping

Bumbing Straight Outta Compton, shit buzzing (Yea)

If he lived like she did he'd be tripping

They meeted one day, it was all new

He don't fit in the system but that made him different

Now he looks up to people he hated like you

Some days I wish I would look into books, get a job, maybe two

Life would be stable, and people'd look at me like I'm one of you

I'd always say she's a slave and I know that I ain't

Tho it's kinda lame I portray her that way

I'm praying today cause I hope for a change

What have I done to life?

To deserve all the pain that I'm feeling

To always have people look down on me, doesn't matter all shit I'm achieving

What have I done to life?

To think all the thoughts that I'm thinking

To regret my decisions, all of my actions, and all of the stuff I been missing

What have I done to life?

To deserve all the pain that I'm feeling

To always have people look down on me, doesn't matter all shit I'm achieving

What have I done to life?

To think all the thoughts that I'm thinking

To regret my decisions, all of my actions, and all of the stuff I been missing

Yea, second person

See this girl was the smartest in the class

You'd say she's amazing she won't say it back

So focused on herself in her own life trapped

Flash forward she had a lot of that cash

Name's Sarah-you-do-not-have-to-worry

A penny for your thoughts but I'm loaded with hunnids

My family is awesome, awesomeness gets blurry

When I think about how I don't got encouraged

To be me and follow my passions

Yes I am average, no I ain't a savage

I'm strapped up with baggage

I'm so fucking damaged, the system's attacking

The people who manage it

What can I say to complain, I got money for days, it's success in a way

I got colleagues they nice and they greet me with 'hey'

But I think that those colleagues are ones who relate

Depressed of the stress, I feel less

My regrets do peak when it's 3 past

5 AM, at night, how do I survive, in this program, the cycle of life

If she lived like he did, she'd be tripping

Then they fell in love it was all new

His life got stable, her life became different

That is a story for part two

Some days I wish I would take some more risks, be unstabler too

Life'd be exciting, less tiring, maybe way better than you

I'd always say he's a shame and I know that I ain't

Tho it's kinda lame I portray him that way

I'm praying today cause I hope for a change

What have I done to life?

To deserve all the pain that I'm feeling

To always have people look down on me, doesn't matter all shit I'm achieving

What have I done to life?

To think all the thoughts that I'm thinking

To regret my decisions, all of my actions, and all of the stuff I been missing

What have I done to life?

To deserve all the pain that I'm feeling

To always have people look down on me, doesn't matter all shit I'm achieving

What have I done to life?

To think all the thoughts that I'm thinking

To regret my decisions, all of my actions, and all of the stuff I been missing