I Don't Know Lyrics

I dont know anymore

I keep loving

Yea

Freedom's absolute a blessing, you learn that when it's absent

The mind can do a lotta things to make that nightmare happen

Sometimes it's you who can keep you from chasin' something after

But most times it is other people waiting for some laughter

And that, results into you not grabbing when you can grab it

The chance that you just passed up, was worth more all the tragics

I dont got it under control, nah not half it, so fuck it pour a cup for me just one time lemme have it

Wreak havoc, drug addict, of a drug called work ethic

If I depend on alcohol, I wouldnt be where I'm at, its

Madness, that the good drugs might even cause more damage

Cause there is, no such thing as bein' the better addict

I am just a kid who is not doing what theyre told

My old friends feel like new to me, the new ones where they go?

Cause when I meet up with them it's like they still dont know my road

I learned to love myself but how exactly? I dont know (shit)

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving (I just keep on loving this shit)

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving

Where the fuck does all your trust in other people really come from?

I never had a reason but I doubt you right there upfront

Always working alone cus thats when I feel the most comfort

Nothing goes that beautifully I assume that you just want some (huh)

Tho, I desperately want a team

Who is with me every stage and all them steps thats in between

Til screen time aint on my screen but it's me on your screen

Them TV shows I hate they cant wait to see me (huh)

I got problems with 'em, wont catch me out caught up with 'em

And I dont call it quit I am calling out the quitters

You dont take coffins with you while you could die any minute

So why you think 'bout the what ifs, inconsistent figures

You cant change everybody let it rest

Some days I got no style

Some days I'm Drake mixed with Mac

I dont worry bout the charts, but bout being the best

Numbers dont mean nothing let's do zero back to back hah

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving (I just keep on loving this shit)

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving

Lately I dont speak nobody no more

Cus life is pretty lonely when you aint about the alcohol

And when you start talking to people you start liking 'em mo'

But it's nighttime and you wasted now what's liking worth for

I search for, the words that describe what I am feeling

Shit thats basically my hobby now it's only going deeper

The pages that I wrote are worth nothing without readers

But I dont want to get the real life see my demons

Thats secret, speak of this creature its the reaper

He tells you to get your shit right or he'll mistreat you

Its fucking cruel he thinks I'm an underachiever

So fuck him right? And leaders dont care bout your life either

Boxes filled with memories, reminisce is remedy

Its what your people become when you havent talked for centuries

It hurts on this planet so escaping is my therapy

Man what the fuck is earth, can we make it to heaven see

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving (I just keep on loving this shit)

I don't know anymore (I don't know, I don't know)

I keep loving