Rain ft. nxname Lyrics

I hear the sound of the rain on my windowpane

My tears are not coming out anymore

I've been numbing myself to the pain

It's funny I'm sober now, only harder for me to create

Wondering if you've been thinking of me

On the nights I stayed up wide awake

Drowning my sorrows inside of this bottle

But really I just need a lake

So many people that I thought supported me

Only turned out to be fake

You only turned out to be fake

Trusting you was my mistake

Now my theme song is the rain

Now my best friend is my pain

Anxious and angry that I've still been holding on

To bonds that were made and were broken

I'm broken, I'm holding on by a thread

Making this paper the only thing getting me up out of bed

Scared to be honest, this mic is my life and my therapy

I don't got time for a therapist

Trauma, depression been wearing me

Thinner than Girl Scout cookies

Baby I hate that you're so good looking

See you every night in my dreams

I'm shattered and scattered and battered and broken and bruised

Searching for pieces of me by the sea I got nothing left to lose

I still have everything to prove

Plotting like what is my next move?

I have to be the one that I choose

Falling in love got me falling through hell

I can tell I've been aging

The physical pain has been setting in

28, I still feel like a kid

I've been going through changes and phases of shadows in light like the moon

I gotta make all these dreams become true fore I enter the tomb

But I don't know if I can end this pain

And I don't know if I can be like Rain

Yeah, I don't know if I was meant to change

Yeah, I don't know if things will ever be the same

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I hear the sound of the rain on my windowpane

Will they ever be, ever be effortlessly the same?

My tears are not coming out anymore

I've been numbing myself to the pain

It's funny I'm sober now, only harder for me to create

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Wondering if you've been thinking of me

On the nights I stayed up wide awake

Drowning my sorrows inside of this bottle

But really I just need a lake

So many people that I thought supported me

Only turned out to be fake