Real Life Fantasy Lyrics

My life is a roller coaster of emotion

High and lows there's no control of where it's going

Smoking marijuana just to keep me floating

Drowing in my Pain and I can swear that no one knows it

Feel so alone alone alone

Where is the hope the hope the hope

I'm on my own my own my own

Singing to cope to cope to cope

Is this the real life

Is this just Fantasy

Caught in a landslide

No Escape from Reality

Two shots to the dome and I'm never coming home

I been holding on to hope my invisible cloak

The road is hardly visible, I stand alone in the mist

An individual, ready to meet my Fate

I stood at Heaven and Hell's Gates

There wasn't shit God could tell me, there wasn't shit

Nothing the Devil could sell me, nothin' the Devil

I made them both my cell mates, I made them both my cell mates

Now the bullshit does not get to me

I am a rapist allegedly, Am I a rapist

She took my heart and abused me

Felt like an angel had used me

She pit the system against me, She picked the System

Two victims of temptation with

Tectonic tendencies of a violent relation

Emo abomination I needed space to breathe

And she would begin to suffocate

Not one for the sucka shit

Suck her lips she resuscitate

Just wanted friends with benefits

She was on that she love me shit

Really fell in love with her

Couldn't stand insecurities

Poor communication

Mentally breaking down

My love for this woman eventually stressed me out

Making me question my decision to love her

As eventually my mental health began to plummet

She was the Juliet to my Romeo

The stage and scene was our Holy Throne

Tragedy strikes quick

Put a hole in your dome and you're gone

Cuhs you're dead to me, yeah you're dead to me

Do my best to forget all the shit that she said to me