i dont care Lyrics

Words can be deceiving

Paining away

I wish I'd known people see through

All the daze

I thought I could be better

I thought I had a chance

But in the end

Nothing lasts

I can try and conceal

Hide it away

But there's no point in trying

If I didn't care

I knew I could be better

Though I didn't have a chance

I wish I'd known nothing lasts

And I reflect

I feel like that's all I do

Don't want to think about it

At all yet I do

And yet

I still can't face the truth

I still want it

It can't control the way I feel

Sometimes I wish it weren't real

Could take some time but I'll heal

From all the pain

I should've known that it was all lies

Lying to me

There's so many things I should've

Known it did

And I get caught in loop

And I can't escape

Self-awareness and self control

Are two different things

Too addicting

Everyday

And I reflect

I feel like that's all I do

Don't want to think about it

At all yet I do

I don't care about it

I don't care

I don't care about it

I don't care

I don't care about it

I don't care

I don't care about it

At least that's what I try to tell myself