i wish... Lyrics

I wish I could be better

There's so much more to do

I wish I'd known better

Because I'm not who I thought I was

And I had hope

Oh is that what got me better

I wish I could be better

There's so much more to do

I wish I'd known better

Because I'm not who I thought I was

And I couldn't even save myself from whatever

Held me down

I wish a lot of things for myself

But I wish that I could try to be less self-obsessed

Seldom try to consider others, no I'm too bitter

Helping myself to belittle whatever makes me feel bigger

If I learn the truth will I be able to see it

Or am I too blinded to fathom the reality

Outer optimism popping out and starts to talk to me

Try to process thoughts but struggle when all I can do is

I wish I could be better

There's so much more to do

I should've known better

And I'm not who I thought I was