what am i to say Lyrics

I keep a Glock near my heart

Should've erased you from the start

Second place, down the drain

But in my dreams we everything

That's the thing

Coping with reality

Never quite my cup of tea

But you know, you know

I know we can fly

I don't wanna die

But the ground gettin' mighty close to me

Me and the ground we sharing drinks, ayy

One second I love you and I wanna cuff you

Next day we in hell and I'm almost expelled

I miss you like hell, why aren't you in town?

You light up my world, you rotate the frowns

I'm like a king only missing his crown

But only invited when others around

'Cause lonely together, you know what that sounds

Changing the script mean you breaking his world

Changing the script mean exposing the worst

How in the world do you live with yourself

I look in the mirror, I'm changing myself

I just need to lose weight and a belt

I just need to lose you without losing my health

Without losing myself

I know we can fly

I don't wanna die

But the ground gettin' mighty close to me

Me and the ground we sharing drinks, ayy

You know that the lovin is gone

But what if you ain't movin on

And everything wears on my conscious

My lack of guilt make me nauseous

And what did I save for a rainy day, ayy

Some gas in the car just to run away

Some gas in this car to just run away

I know we can fly

I don't wanna die

But the ground gettin' mighty close to me

Me and the ground we sharing drinks, ayy

I can't stay mad at you

As much as I want to

But what am I to say

When you just run away

You know there's something here

I know the things you fear

If I can't have your face

At least I have today

But what am I to say, hey

Never goin' my way

I'm always fighting with fate

Always give me second place

Don't get sorry when I leave

Don't you dare get sad with me

Cause with this ticket in my coat

You're left with words I never wrote