NOT MY TIME Lyrics

I showed up late

Three days away

Make my escape

I'm on the way

Got no complaints

I don't know how to feel

Summer ain't gonna last

Time going fast

Man I'm so old

Told me you need a break

Why are you scared

I can feel the future here

Home, home

I can see the past

Little looking glass

Woman need a place all for herself

High above the shelf

Little doll made of yarn

I pray to you like a shooting star, star

But I know you'll wait for me

I know you're wasting me

Oh, not my time

I needed something divine

And then you entered the life I didn't have

Strangers or friends

I know that memories end

I'll never see 'em again

Gotta live life on my own

Had to repent on the phone

I know you miss me

Hard to be a big boy up in that city

I apologize for being me and nothing else

You still owe me fifty

Only care about yourself

Guess I'm gettin' over it just now

It was dumb anyway

Kept myself far away

Bitch, I'm timid when I speak

But you're guiltier than me

But I know you'll wait for me

I know you're wasting me

Oh, not my time

I needed something divine

And then you entered the life I didn't have

We were a year apart

Let me tell you how it start

I saw you across the yard

With a skirt and a scar

Fallin' into my heart

Needed somethin' to say

I don't remember what

Became friends that day

I know I know I know

I shouldn't chase this

I know I know I know

I'm running aimless

It didn't matter

I wanted all of it

Until one day

You took my name out your playlist

I never wanted to hurt you

I never wanted to hurt

I never wanted to hurt you

I never wanted to hurt

But I know you'll wait for me

I know you're wasting me

Oh, not my time

I needed something divine

And then you entered the life I didn't have