black hole ft. Deniz Lyrics

Midday breakdowns

Midnight meltdowns

Bottled up emotions

'Cause I don't have a safe space to let 'em out

Screaming, crying

Overwhelming

Sinking deeper

I feel like an anchor

How does it feel to be stable

How does it feel to be well

Natural disaster, flipping tables

I know, I know, I know, I know I need help

Oh, all my life I've been bleeding

(And no one wants to make it stop)

My energy, I'm always expending

Into a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole

Oh, all my life I've been hurting

(And no one can make it stop)

Feels like the road I walk leads to nothing

Except a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole, oh

My friends are apparitions

Got an elusive disposition

You would never know

How I feel 'cause I got no one to talk it out

Trapped in my head

Hanging by a thread

I'm so fuckin' messed up

Got no water in my cup

How does it feel to be stable

How does it feel to be well

Natural disaster, flipping tables

I know, I know, I know, I know I need help

Oh, all my life I've been bleeding

(And no one wants to make it stop)

My energy, I'm always expending

Into a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole

Oh, all my life I've been hurting

(And no one can make it stop)

Feels like the road I walk leads to nothing

Except a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole, oh

I can stay clean for months on end

But then I break down and it begins again

This crippling depression gives me the impression

That I can never be truly happy

I can have a burst of confidence

And I can take on the world with dominance

But every time the trigger pulls

I fall back in this black hole

Oh, all my life I've been bleeding

(And no one wants to make it stop)

My energy, I'm always expending

Into a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole

Oh, all my life I've been hurting

(And no one can make it stop)

Feels like the road I walk leads to nothing

Except a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole, oh

Ohhh

Oh, a black hole, black hole, black hole

I'm falling into a black hole, black hole, black hole, oh