Downer Lyrics

Keep coming back to my problems

Can't run away from them, I've tried

Run and scream and kick and cry

You can't do anything to feel fine

Suffer through torment your whole life

It'll end quick it's almost time

Nothing's real and nothing's fine

Won't you come and take my life?

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Make my problems, everyone's cuz I can't cope

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Bathe in my misery

Cuz nobody loves me

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Do things I regret, but I'll do them all again

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Turn a blind eye to problems I clearly fucking have

Guess I like being surrounded by sadness

I won't change my surroundings, I'll say I'm fine

Wear a fake smile seven days of the week

Fake face, fake happy, but I say I'm alright

You can see the truth in my teary eyes

Can't reach out for help with all my might

Surrounded by the darkness, all I see

Feeling like this'll be the death I see

But, fuck it

I'll use some distraction

Cuz I like the way it makes me feel, my reaction

Lifts me up so high I start to feel glad

But once it wears off, back to surrounded by the sad

I'll try to reach out to my friends for some help

But they're not professionals, so their help I never felt

Maybe I should seek some therapy

But how can I trust somebody that is not me?

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Make my problems, everyone's cuz I can't cope

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Bathe in my misery

Cuz nobody loves me

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Do things I regret, but I'll do them all again

I'm a downer

Someone not to encounter

Turn a blind eye to problems I clearly fucking have