Honest Lyrics

Coming clean is something that ain't easy for me

But from you it feels like I'll never be free

Spent the last 5 years protecting you from everyone else

Never would I thought i ought to protect you from myself

I'm a liar a fool never satisfied

Going broke alone questioning my life

Tempted by weakness hiding my horns like the devil

Still the same old me you're on new level

Getting angry at the thought of you with someone

Can you blame me insecure cause I thought you won

I'm fighting for my life while I'm watching you move on

Maybe tonight I won't make it to a new dawn

Believe me I just wanna scream

Murdering my mind drowning in these schemes

Putting on a new mask living in a dream

A nightmare has past when do i wake from this thing

Try to be honest

I'm not good at letting down my guard

I really want it

But for you I was running in the dark

When you said this was good bye

That's when I realized

I can't live without can't live without ya

Sat down went to write something happy

Lasted about 5 minutes till I found this beat

Few minutes later and It's clear to see

Without you i fear I'll never be happy

But really is it anyone's fault but myself

Tempted by the simple thought of someone else

Book of the old me getting dusted off the shelf

Only one page in and its bad for my health

A few chapters in and maybe I should quit

But the old me sometimes comfortably fits

How do I save myself from the demons within

Hide until they fade Don't let them break in

Coming to the end, don't read the last page

Ruin the ending put fate in the cage

Do I die a cheat, or someone to be proud of

Until that day find a way to be someone I can love

Try to be honest

I'm not good at letting down my guard

I really want it

But for you I was running in the dark

When you said this was good bye

That's when I realized

I can't live without can't live without ya