start from the beginning Lyrics

I'm gonna get my keys and drive away, get my keys and drive away

Far to the distance where no one can find me, oh

Maybe I will change my name, so I can start from the beginning, start from the beginning

Yeah, I'll start a new life, or maybe I should stay

Call you on the phone, but you won't pick up anyway

I've been feeling all alone, don't know what else to say

Maybe should've just left, and went on with my day

Coping with my troubles, and repeat the same cycle

I'm just trying to forget all the fucking things I have piled up

Or maybe I'm just too weak to settle everything that's been the worst

You might be right, my head ain't level

Enough for you or me, I'm steady breaking all those seams

It's true, I'm free, but I can't achieve my fucking dreams

You say you believe, but I'm starting to think it's not in me

My heart and soul, I bleed, no I'm not ready to leave

Tell me, who am I when I turn out the lights

Decent guy, but it feels like I don't deserve any rights

Peace of my mind is worth more than my shitty life

So I spill it tonight, that's the end of my knife

Gonna get my keys and drive away

Get my keys and drive away

Far to the distance

Where no one can find me, oh

Maybe I will change my name

So I can start from the beginning

Start from the beginning

Yeah, my mind has drove away, far away to another place

Maybe it's better for me to hide and numb my pain

I try to confide, I get lied straight to my fucking face

So I lie and cry at night, my tears won't go to waste

In safe place I create for my feelings to go

Problem is my mind is starting to overflow

No one will know, gonna fucking explode

And kill every fucking demon that grows and resides in my home

The fix is temporary, they'll only come back again

Hate the devil, but he feels like my only best friend

He'll follow me to the end and accept all my sins

When I'm ready to die, he'll gladly take me in

Gonna get my keys and drive away

Get my keys and drive away

Far to the distance

Where no one can find me, oh

Maybe I will change my name

So I can start from the beginning

Start from the beginning